week 95

So, the big news this week... the past two weeks I have been having abdominal pain, but the start of the week it became extreme and Wednesday night it was unbearable. I passed out and ended up going to the hospital. There are two theories from two doctors. The mission doctor thinks I got food poisoning two weeks ago and it is finally busting forth with fury. The doctor who examined me at the hospital felt I have internal bleeding which I tend to believe since I had it before. Says me passing out was from blood loss. Now I've got lots of meds and a diet plan for the next few days (or weeks depending on how it goes).

I'm feeling alright now, still hurt quite a bit, but the doctor said that could take a few days to go away. Besides the pain though I'm feeling much better! I'm at least able to go about doing things now, sitting in the flat was driving me up the wall! Couldn't stand it. It appears to not be ulcers, but I had some sort of infection and - yada yada - big doctors words that I didn't understand. Feeling quite a bit better now.

 

This week was of course interesting with the trip to the hospital and the two forced days off, but it has also been a week of firsts! On Saturday I traveled to Mokopane and gave a baptismal interview to a young lady named Betty. I of course have not been present at a baptismal interview since my own and it was wonderful to have a reminder of just how spiritual of an experience it can be. It was also quite interesting to see it from the other way around this time. Betty is much more prepared then I was when I was baptized so I'm sure she will do great. As of late in the Africa South East Area, the qualifications for baptism have been upped in hopes more people will stay active after baptism. Funny enough, it seems nearly all those being taught are rising to the new standards; great to see that it was an inspired move.

 

During the exchange I was with an Elder Novotney from the Czech Republic. (Can't spell his name or country!) and that was an absolute blast. We are in the same group so we both go home in three weeks and that made for an amazing day. I've never had such great lessons to be honest. We both know what we are doing and it made for a very stress-free day!

 

As of late there are two verses that I am focusing on in my personal life; 3 Nephi 20:8 which pertains to the sacrament, and 1 Nephi 21: 15-16 which speaks of Christ.

3 Nephi 20:8 "And he said unto them: he that eateth this bread eateth of my body to his sould; and he that drinketh of this wine drinketh of my blood to his soul; and his soul shall never hunger nor thirst, but shall be filled." This is a promise that I never really saw fulfilled in the first three or so years of my living the gospel. I suppose I just figured it should be a given at the moment you partake ,but as with most things in the gospel, I have realized that you only get out what you put in. A couple of months ago I realized how my mind would wander as the sacrament was being blessed and passed and how that really was destroying the whole purpose. Instead of considering my devotion to the gospel and the Godhead I was daydreaming. As of late (and I may have shared this before) I have done my level best to focus on the Christ and His doings amongst us here on earth, and it is amazing to see what a difference that has made. I've just begun to see this promise fulfilled: "His soul shall never hunger nor thirst" and that as been a great strength to me as of late.

1 Nephi 21:15-16 "For can a woman forget her sucking child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? Yea, they may forget, yet will I not forget thee, O house of Israel. Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands; thy walls are continually before me." Lately I have been teaching a lesson on how a team works. I've been using the Springboks as an example since everyone here knows them. Anyways, a few weeks ago at the beginning of the World Cup they lost a game to Japan, which was quite sad. The reason is because they were letting each other down and not really doing what they should have been doing. If they had, they would have destroyed Japan like normal (in 2007 they beat them 87-3... I think.) Each of us has a team on earth, whether we know it or not; our family, friends, teachers, leaders, and so on and so forth. But they have the same problem as the Springboks; they are good, but they are not perfect, and eventually let us down. Luckily, we do have someone perfect on our team: Christ. The verses above paint picture of the devotion Christ shows towards each of us, and His ever-willingness to help. This coupled with His perfection makes Him the perfect "teammate" in the game of life. It is amazing to think how blessed we each are to have Him be part of our lives if we so choose. As it says in Revelation 3:20 "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock; if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me." Our Savior is there; so often, we choose to go it alone. I tried tat for a long while, it sucks. As we rely upon Christ (and the other members of the Godhead) our burdens will be lightened. Life will never stop being hard, and there is no sense in making it more difficult than it needs to be. Have faith in Christ: that He is, that He can, that He will.

I'm sorry, but I very much struggle to put what I'm trying to say into words for some reason. I think it is because proper English has been out the window for awhile now. But yeah, those are two things that have been in the back of my mind near constantly for the past three weeks or so.

In other news, three girls have told me in the last two days that they "like white guys." Hmm... wonder why they would have mentioned that. That's about all I got, so yeah. I'll try to send pictures next week!

Love,
Elder Kelly